Dream

Dear Soul

Life is the ability to dream

Dear Soul

Have you ever stood in awe of another and their power and resilience to embrace change? I have recently witnessed a friend embrace a new start and a new beginning.

I am part of a small group of friends that share my love of the esoteric and we share our lives and hopes, this beautiful soul has shared my dream of moving. It has been all talk until now. My friend is now stepping into this, and I stand inspired by her willingness to do what we have dreamed and talked of. Her house is sold, new home purchased and new city to explore. A new beginning taking place. Death of the old and transformation of the new.

As I watch this take place it has me questioning why I too don’t embrace the changes I talk of and desire. She had me think how I have never embraced this personal power before. It makes me wonder if I could. My mind flies high, and I know the soul I am has changed greatly but I am left wondering if this is enough? Could I change cities? I want to, but will I. I know in my case it isn’t just me as I choose to be in my marriage and these things are a joint decision. Is this just an excuse though?

Dear Soul, are you like me a watcher admiring others who take flight or are you like my friend and make it a reality? I know there is no wrong or right choice in this. Only what makes your heart sing. I have often told myself a place is what you make it, but is this correct? Does the place you live inspire you and create a difference in the quality of your life?

I have so many questions swirling through my mind. How much do I want each of my dreams?

This brings me to another point what is the difference between a dream we wish to chase and a dream that inspires us to do better and be a better person. I am just starting to question what is it that I truly desire, and do I know what it is I dream of? Life has as I journeyed through it has sucked me dry and I have misplaced (I will not claim lost) the ability to dream my life into existence. Have I been dulled in this ability because I am not truly aligned with the person I am? Am I all smoke and mirrors; the chameleon good at being what I think others want? In being responsible I have allowed my ability to dream and desire to dwindle into nothing. This in a way has me adopting the dreams of others and worse it allows others to tell me what to do. I know this is not what I have come to this Life for. My mission in this life is to know independence, not co-dependence. My partner is wonderful he would never tell me what to do, but I do clip who I am to be acceptable. I have just started the book “Tilda Is Visible” by Jane Tara where the woman is suffering from invisibility. Is this how I feel? I have only just started the book so I am interested to see how it will end. Maybe this can help return parts of me back to me.

I am a lover of the esoteric. I am fascinated by Numerology and Astrology. Intrigued by Human Design and how tarot/oracle cards can shape answers you seek; leading you to the next step in life if you embrace and follow the guidance given. You need to be open to what they have to say and listen and feel the resonation of them in your heart, soul, mind and body then investigate and embrace the change that comes. One step at a time. What do I do with this knowledge? I sit on it allowing it to mill around in my mind. It really is time for embodiment and action. Living my soul plan and blueprint not just thinking about it!

Dear Soul, do you dream and desire? Do you follow the calling of your heart? If you do, I am proud of you it isn’t always easy to do this in life. If you don’t that is fine too. We can learn how together. I currently play at my life in the safe mode and with training wheels on it is time for change. These letters are the start to follow my dream to express myself and create. It will be interesting to see what unfolds for you and me. In the meantime, dream big and inspire yourself to live the life that resides in your heart.

In love and light

Until the next letter

Rebecca

The Lovable Self