Dear Soul

Thought I would check in with you and see how life is treating you and how you feel.

Life seems to move fairly fast and if we don’t catch our breath or take time to breathe deeply it seems to be overwhelming. So today I thought I would just drop in and say hi and how are you really? :) I am truly asking and would love it for you to reply and let me know :)

Life on my end seems pretty hectic and yet I seem to make no ground. Does life feel like that for you too? I want to work and contribute to my family and the general wellbeing of life but for some reason I stall. I really need to work out what that is about. I guess at times I am afraid to be truly seen for who I am because that makes any type of rejection or criticism very personal. What I am slowly working out is that others are so engrossed in their lives they have no time and thoughts on me at all. I am not sure how I feel about this. On one hand I can do this (write this letter even though I am unsure if this letter will be read or by who) and secondly sad because maybe no one will ever know that I cared enough to ask. I am slowly learning though that my wellbeing shouldn’t be caught up in what others think of me and I should live my life secure in knowing that I am worthy :) trite I know but no less true.

So Dear Soul what is the purpose of this letter? It is just a note letting you know you are seen, even when you think you’re not. You are worthwhile and your smile lights up someone’s day even when you don’t realize this. The simple hello or smile you shared when you purchased your groceries made somebodies day just a bit better. You are important because in all the world there is only one of you and you can never be replicated. Although going off tangent here it makes me think of cloning but even then, they would be a different and new soul. Maybe the clone has the same genetics but a different software running operations in that body (my mind often wanders into different thoughts).

Back to this letter I am writing to share who I am and checking in on how life is going for you.

We are new acquaintances so I will share a part of me. I am very interested in personal growth and working out how to live the best life in flow and not fighting against the current. I have found that numerology and astrology give me so many insights into who I planned to be in this life. This knowledge opens up the map to me, but I know I have the freewill to live (or not live) my design. I have the freewill to work with my innate skills and talents (or not) in any manner I choose. Knowing I had a plan, and that life has purpose helps me to breathe.

In numerology I am a 3. All good you say and what does this mean? It means I was made for communication, joy and creation. If you know me, I take the communication part very seriously and have often in my life been in trouble for talking too much, being too loud. This lifetime for me is becoming comfortable that I am not everyone’s cup of tea and not letting that dull my light and soul. I am learning to be true to me. I am learning I need to find the joy in life, and I guess this is what this letter to you is about. I am learning to communicate and create :) so thank you Dear Soul for helping me in this.

If you would like to find out a small part of you like your numerology you can always reach out Dear Soul and I can share that with you :)

My wish for you as I end our first letter is that you breathe and find enjoyment in the moment.

In love and light

Rebecca