Cracked Heart of Love

My Heart has a great big crack.

I think there is more than one.

I think it is even shattered.

I am afraid to look or confirm.

What happens when the heart is not whole?

Will it wither and die?

Does the crack make it stronger or weaker?

I really can’t decide!

If I can repair this crack what does this mean?

Have I forsaken myself?

Abandoned my dreams?

Love needs a warning!

Stating the risks!

“Broken heart in your future enter at own risk!”

My Heart has a great big crack.

I am feeling overwhelmed.

Can I get a new one?

Something that can repel?

Does my heart come with warranty,

Insuring its pristine condition?

Can this cracked heart of mine be switched?

Exchanged for something new?

What happens if this is so?

Do I forget who I am?

Do I start at the beginning and go through this again?

If a Heart is replaced what does this say?

Was my love real for you or a fake?

Do you forever loose a heart that was whole?

Is that heart and love gone forever?

Period. No more. Gone.

My Heart has a great big crack!

Can this be covered up?

Can it be replastered and remodeled?

What happens when this is done?

Is a photoshopped heart brand new?

Or is it a facsimile of the original?

A Heart showing no sign of wear and tear.

No sign that it has loved!

This cover up shouting a challenge,

“This heart is brand new to love.”

What of this deceit and what does it say about me?

Does it say I am one dimensional someone who has never loved?

Nothing impacting on me in any way?

All the cracks glossed over and covered up!

Has my magic quota for love been used up?

This heart of mine is secondhand the warranty is void!

My Heart is patched up, covered up and I can’t guarantee it works.

Is my heart doomed to remain shattered for life?

Broken within no future insight.

My Heart has a great big crack,

Does the endless pain ever leave?

Am I doomed for all time?

Will my heart combust burning me to the ground?

Am I left a shell of the person I was?

What does it all mean?

Is there a purpose?

Is there a lesson within?

Is there a lesson to learn from this crack I feel?

What is it?

Leave me be!

It’s not fair and I do not want to feel!

Is my only option to shut myself down?

Not live become self-contained.

Cut off from all?

Will I become less then the person I was?

Will I ever be whole again?

Am I gone for good? Goodbye! Farewell!

My Heart has a great big crack.

I am so confused by it all.

I want this pain to end.

I want to live and laugh some more!

I wish this feeling away,

But that would be a farce!

How can I live, love and grow when I don’t honor it all?

Love is greater and bigger than me!

It is made from many aspects.

The Heart is all encompassing.

It is made from joy as much as tears!

So, I will learn what it has to say.

I will open my ears.

I will open my eyes.

I will embrace my senses.

This cracked Heart of mine is a guiding light!

I will find its message.

My Heart has a great big crack.

It wants to have a say!

I am just not sure if I am ready for what it has to say!

I don’t know how to feel.

Do I let the crack open wide?

Do I invite in the pain in?

Do I listen to the heart?

Do I ask what she wants?

Do I sit with it all?

Does this make me stronger?

Am a weaker for love?

I am not sure it confuses me more!

My Heart has a great big crack.

I feel it within.

I am feeling the discomfort learning to sit with it.

Pain has a voice, and it asks me to breathe.

Accept and remember.

See and believe!

Love is with you.

It left a calling card.

It is a badge of honor the crisscrossed scarred heart of love.

Love is the reason for living!

The Crack in the heart whispers to me.

I strain and I listen.

It sighs “Just breathe”.

The heart can be glued and repaired.

The trick is incorporating everything it feels.

The Good, the bad, all that is in-between.

Love is the full experience.

It is up and down.

This is what makes up love.

It is learning not to shut down!

It is embracing the full experience.

It is proudly showing your scars!

The seams of scars that crisscross your heart,

Show that you care!

A bearing cracks is a heart that has been true.

It shows a heart of love.

One who won’t be beaten,

It is a heart that beats true!

It is a heart that is learning to live,

One who embraces love.

My Heart has a great big crack.

I am filling the crack with something new.

It is self-love and acceptance.

One that does not rely on you!

You won’t be forgotten,

I will hold you deep within.

I will treasure you more than you could comprehend.

My Heart has a great big crack.

One filled with gold.

To treasure the lessons,

To make peace is the key to it all.

It isn’t a weakness!

Broken hearts are nothing new.

They are to be celebrated and revered.

A heart that has scars is a heart who has loved.

Showing you care one who can love.

My Heart has a great big crack.

I have remembered what I must do.

I have embraced how it feels,

I sit and breathe it through.

The tears I cry cleanse my heart,

Opening me to the possibility seeing all with new eyes.

Helping me to seal the crack within,

Helping the heart to strengthen, mend and grow.

My Heart has a great big crack.

The pain is real!

I embrace what it is telling me!

A heart with experience is a celebration for life.

One that is well lived and full of life.

I am incorporating this crack,

It is now part of me.

It shows a love that was,

the love we once shared.

Love shared can never be forgotten!

It is a treasured memory.

The heart is a vault.

You are the treasure within!

The heart can be tattered.

The heart can be torn.

The heart can crack.

I can be forlorn.

My Heart had a crack.

This crack is now a faded seam.

This scar is made from gold.

Showing how important you are to me!

My heart has strengthened.

I am learning to move on.

This heart of mine is resilient and strong.

My heart has embraced the truth of it all.

Pain is transient pushing for growth.

Made to help us heal and grow.

It offers the chance to surrender,

guiding us to find self-love!

The reason for living is to love,

I know I have loved big!

It is time to also love me, and this is true.

All I need know to move through.

A heart that has a crack,

Is a heart built for love!

It is a heart fully embraced to live life.

This Heart of mine endures.

It is built to feel and grow.

Love is the lesson for me.

My heart the school room.

It is a heart made to give.

A heart made to receive.

She will be cracked more than one time.

This I believe!

Pain will come but it will pass too.

And I will still be made to love once again.

My heart on the roundabout of love that never ends.

Love has no boundaries.

I need to let go.

Surrendering to it all.

I cannot control what was.

Nor what will be,

None of it but all of it all I can do is breathe.

Keeping my heart open wide.

Saying “Welcome love please come inside.”